Soffey

2009-03-19T23:33:00.000-07:00

No mistakes.

I was talking to some of the girls yesterday. They were having their get-together bitch session. Hajar paling lancar skali. Eheheex. Sha, Ain, myself were there. Izzat joined at the ending part. I didn`t anticipate much cause I was having thoughts about what`s revolving around me.

I cannot lie but I`m already labelling myself as an impulsive liar. It sucks having a functioning heart sometimes.

2009-03-17T20:53:00.000-07:00

You are one.

I`ll burn your temper with my lighter, that doesn`t work with a push against the gear to ignite a spark. I`ll calm your tension with the water that doesn`t flow from the tap at your kitchen. I`ll wrap you with warmth, not from the blanket you keep under your bed.

I`m not flawless, neither are you. Who says we can`t put them aside?
I love you like how fat kid loves chocolate cake.

2009-03-16T20:15:00.000-07:00

You listen to me, you obey me, you must.

This gundu was bored cause Ain was already asleep and I was suppose to talk to the lalalove but I bailed on him since I preferred ranting with Izzat. It`s not all ze time I get to talk crap with my chingchingx member. Kan Zat? Eheheex!

2009-03-16T09:24:00.000-07:00

Oh you took my love.

Ice-kachang without kachang at Banquet.

Waited for !W at Causeway`s LJS.

Leprak lepark kepak.

Another great time spent just by lingering about Woodlands. I need not have to say much cause I`ve got the most awesomest bunch of friends. Life`s been good, not thoroughly due to the fact that I`ve found a half who`s surprisingly uber-great but also the people I`ve been spending most of my time with.

But on the mellow side, I really wish to see my long-lost grrls and boys. Hartini especially. Golly, I miss you ): I`d really love to meet you and your hippy-hay boyfriend. IKEA again? Real soon aye.

Planning to stay put at home tomorrow. I smell a boring, fun-less day. Boo.

2009-03-15T07:01:00.000-07:00

You got me like, woooah.

Stayover at East coast was the bomb, so was the BBQ pit in commemorate of Haqim`s 18th Birthday. Jesus, I couldn`t tell how much fun I had with all of those who were there. There were quite a number of people, I can`t possibly name them all.

Siblings, carbon copied faces.

When she`s hungry, she does that.

Hajar, you know what to do. AHAHAHAHA!

When I look at Sufyan, he totally reminded me of my little brother, Ilyas. Ape tak remind, perot same size and besides, Ilyas and Sufyan are bestfriends in school. Same class, same CCA, same interest, which is food. Heex.

We then headed back to ze bowling alley, and it was the grrl`s turn to play cause the boys were busy watching football.

So when it was my turn I thought I`d use a different ball. Step lain daripada yang lain la kirekan. So I picked the striking orange one.

But I could barely swing my arm cause it was freaking heavy. Paisey like fuck sia. The grrls were already laughing their asses at me, basket.

Hajar forever with this pose. Ahaha.

Busy watching soccer.

After bowling, we all headed to the pit where we sheltered from the drizzle and chilled. Hajar, Benji, Haqim and his sister, Yani, left.

Ain`s cute momzie.

Then !W called me once he ended work. I was telling him about my last minute stay-over thing at ECP with my friends. I asked him if he wanted to join but he claimed he was tired and worn-out from work thus he isn`t coming. A wee disappointed but nevertheless, I understood.

However, after about an hours time..

!W : You still at ECP eh?
Me : Yeah, eh it`s 1am already. Go sleep la.
!W : I can`t sleep.
Me : Why?
!W : Cause you look nice with your hair tied up like that, how to sleep?
Me : Ha?! Ape you bobal?
!W : Hehe, turn behind la bi.

Bam, there he was, walking towards me. He was with Yat, I swear I felt like kissing and hugging him so tightly infront of all my friends but no la I didn`t. Ahaha! I was extremely overjoyed and not to mentioned, fucken surprised (:

This verreh adorable couple were busy making me and !W laugh out pants off at 5am by the cold cold beach. They were entertaining us with tai-chi. Funny like chibai siooools.

It`s abit frustrating when !W didn`t wanna take pictures cause he hated the blinding flash from my DSLR. He complains that my camera`s wierd and bulky. Babe, sucks la you.

Ain nye heart mcm ade disease. AHAHAHAHA!

Meeee lalaloveee!

Then !W, Yat, Aliy and I headed over the water breaker to observe the sunrise. Too bad, I only caught a glimpse cause the rest of the time, my eyes were dead shut. Ahaha. Then at about 8am, we headed to MacD`s with Mike, for breakfast.

Mike the chibai, muke please maintain. Thank you.

When it was 9 plus, !W and I went home together. Slept in ze bus and once I stepped home, continued sleeping till 8pm. Hardcore ah Soffey!

2009-03-13T23:51:00.000-07:00

You go figure out okay baby?

6 hours of Seoul Garden, I only had 2 plates and a decent amount of ice-cream mixed with brownies (!W`s recipe, soodap saiyoolx!). Iskandar tagged along half way, funny fella. He with his never-ending jokes just to annoy Yat. Nyeh heh, swelling time with them.

Ignore Isk`s cap, he has this "thang" for wierd uniform accesories. Lol.

Fulled, we all bailed for Admiralty park. Isk left at first then the other 2 sent me to ze interchange at about 11pm. Today marked a great and memorable day. Kan !W? This could be ze start of something new. Come we jiwe jiwe HSM abit. Heex!

Tomorrow, BBQ pit for Haqim`s birthday. Yeay, see you long lost dickheads (:

2009-03-13T19:38:00.000-07:00

Because you, you are awesome.

Spare your precious 17 minutes for this video because I think it`s worth it.

2009-03-13T09:32:00.000-07:00

I was alive when you were right here by my side.

Plans for yesterday was just to collect my repaired phones but unfortunately, I can only have it back this Saturday. Making this my 3rd time, coming down to wisma for a rip-off. Fuck. So aye nevermind that, I dragged Yasin to accompany me and soon, we started having our agenda building for the day. For a start, we both had lunch at Cineleisure`s LJS.

After the slight drizzle and heavy lunch, we walked all ze way from Cineleisure to City Hall to meet Ain the tall. On our way, we bumped into a long lost friend, Shadiq who in ze end, tagged along.

Shadiq, Yasin and I were having a good time disturbing this minah rockerxszsxz from the point we met her till we all parted. Why minah rock? Her smexaaay voice says it all. Ehehee!

Fascination of the noobs in the lighter parade.

Once we sent Shadiq and Ain to the MRT Station, Yasin and I went to Suntec to pick Fart from work and he was oh so happy to have our company after long hours of working and yakking about his sales. Since we needed to kill time, we 3 stopped by Esplanade for a breeze outside.

Soffey, Chuck and Larry. Ahaha!

Afterwhich, we met Aliyyah at Braddell and took the train back home. All in all, yesterday was better than expected. Now, I have to get ready to meet !W and Yat cause we`re having lunch at Seoul Garden. Hurrah hurray!

2009-03-11T23:32:00.000-07:00

Maybe it`s all due to my bitter relationship experiences that I`m bound to keep a vague I-can`t-be-bothered attitude to whoever who tries stepping into my league, for real. Till the extend that someone had to say, " Why do I have to be the sway one? "

Pelan pelan kayuh !W, pelan pelan.

PS : Happy Birthday to London`s favourite gayboy, no doubt mine as well.
Love you Joel (:

2009-03-10T01:53:00.000-07:00

Cause you`re different, that`s why.

Good morning Soffey the awesome. It`s 1.15 pm if you`re wondering. Waking up late is one thing and knowing that the rest of the day`s a stay-home, kills my mojo to live for a moment. Thus I headed towards the kitchen and saw father bringing Bubo out of it`s cage.

Had shower and realised that father already left me 2 slices of bread and a cup of milo. I only took a bite (literally) and drank till the cup was half-full. I`ll leave Ilyas the fat-ass to finish the rest.

After breakfast, walked down to ze nearby store to get some groceries. Check out that London keychain given by my fav-fav-favourite gayboy. Joel bought it for me at London.

Came home, slacked while updating myself with music from imeem. A routine I can never get sick of.

Whilst listening to music, I read the dictionary. Sorry I rarely read storybooks or novels, I prefer the dictionary and thesaurus. Seriously.

After much reading, time to do the laundry.

I found my secondary school badge beneath the heap of clothes and started missing going to school.

So, I tried on my little brother, Ilyas`s, school uniform just to get the schoolkid feeling. Ahaha and golly, it never felt so comfy. Ain, I know this is your personal favourite picture. Kite jiwe admiralty primary eh bi? Ehehee!

Woo. Now, I can choose to either continue expanding my ass at home or head to grandma`s place. Expanding my ass sounds less nifty, okay best.

That`s prolly how my day went, told you I hate stay homes.

2009-03-09T09:45:00.000-07:00

Awesome story line, especially for you girls who like to perasan yang jantan tu shiok pat kau padehal padehal. Ehehee. This movie is pretty handy when it comes to settling love affairs. Seriously, go watch.

Apart from catching that today at Cathay, I finally had sheesha with Wan, Aliyyah and Yat. A great time spent with those 3 asswipes. Especially W, for everything. From the tickets, to the food, to the sheesha and to the sending home part.

Ah yes, let us all gather together and pray to god for he is supremely the best. Aik Soffey ape steam? Ahaha. Okay actually, I`m just extremely greatful that father`s discharged and back to that energetic old chump he is. Oh happy day (:

2009-03-07T06:37:00.000-08:00

Because when I say you`ll be fine, you will be fine.

Accompanied my father at the hospital since early afternoon, wasn`t in the mood to do anythingelse but to wish my old man a speedy recovery. Knowing that firm, stern man he is, being such a weakling is definitely a rare and also sight to not behold.

I may not always be at home all the time to talk to you, to vividly show appreciation towards the little/ big things you do for the family or to please you like how other teenagers never fail to do for their parents. But don`t misjudge it as a care less act, for no matter what you`re still my father.

So I left TTSH at about 9.30 and my phone died halfway while I was in the train home. When I charged it, I received 5 messages and 15 miss calls. All from W. Chillax, it`s only been like an hour la deyh. Yet, I feel so important to you all of a sudden.

2009-03-06T18:01:00.000-08:00

Don`t put the phone down, I don`t wanna stop hearing your voice.

I was gleaming with joy to know that my Nerdlove is finally meeting up with me after donkey months. Golly I missed her like fuck!

Plus point, Ain, Izzat and Fart the arab motherfucker were there. So aye, we headed for Banquet and accompanied Nerd since she hasn`t had her lunch. Kesian itu anak kebuluran, semakin slim aku tengok. Feeweet. Ahaha (:

As usual we updated one another, even Fart joined in cause he was rambling about some hoe in his workplace. After a while, it was just left with me and that pussy since the rest had their plans. Nerd we meet again soon alright, next time I`ll drag Fza. Ehehee.

The day ended with me and Fart cock-talking relentlessly. There were so many funny convos, I can barely pick just one. But the saddening part of the day was when I got to know that father was severely unwell that we had to send him to the hospital. What`s killing me even deeper is, he`s admitted. Oh no no ):

2009-03-05T21:28:00.000-08:00

Be careful who you love.

Hairi : Eh I want a girlfriend.
Me : Go buy ah. Now they accept NETs and ezlink.
Hairi : Chibai.

Hairi : I want a girlfriend who is nice.
Me : Okay somemore?
Hairi : Clever, mature, fair-skinned and knows about religion.
Me : Eh aku kenal satu pompan macam tu! Kau nak?
Hairi : Eh tolak nombo ah! Lincah aku nak.
Me : Ahaha. Virgin Mary.
Hairi : Serious ah sof perangai sial.

Well sorry Hairi for bothering you in the middle of the morning, I had no onelse to diss. But nonetheless thank you for your time.

Then today I headed to town and for the very first time, I met Wan and Yat. 2 very doinky people. I love being around them. Thank you for coming all the way from Bukit Panjang to town just to meet me Wan, and also coming up with some stupid reason just to attend work later. You very the nice. I like I like.

2009-03-04T07:50:00.000-08:00

So what do you expect me to do?

In total, I ate a lot today. No, not really if I were to compare the amount with the other 2. Aliyyah, Fza B and I finally had a get-together after soooo long. Time was well-spent, eating from Pastamania to Pizza Hut, all simultaneously.

Fza and I felt bad for not being able to spend Aliyyah`s birthday on the day itself thenceforth, we bought a small cake as a token to having a mini celebration amongst us.

Don`t worry, I still love you even if your face is partially smeared with cream. Oh and soon enough, Double D came. But he and Fza didn`t stay long cause he was SCHOOLING tomorrow. Ahahaha. Member skola, weak siaaa.

Full, and so bummed to walk a distance, Aliyyah and I sheltered for Admiralty Park as soon as the clouds got thicker and I was literally sinking in my own sweat. We called Yasin down and for the record, it only took him an hour to reach. Usually it would have been 3 hours more.

Yes, he too has powers.

The moment right after this jumpshot, he tore his pants.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA sexaaay or whuut.

Ignore him in his boxers, he very the kecoh la.

Indeed I had a wonderful day, now to conference with Wan, Yat and Aliyyah.
Mwaaaahs!

2009-03-03T23:15:00.000-08:00

Go on as long as you`re pleased.

A great day with Nia and Sha. Cathay then Plaza Singapura, good enough to keep me bursting with laughter over at Starbucks when we 3 were busy looking out for someone.

Hopefully bbygrrl`s free for me tomorrow, I miss her already. By the way, it`s Fart`s first day at work today, he owes me stories cause he was going on and on about the probability of a hot girl asking for his number.

2 words eh Fart : PERGI MAMPOS.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, kay love love.

2009-03-03T22:12:00.000-08:00

Okay, I get the gist, I won`t hang by.

I have a heart. It`s functioning well, if you ever wondered. I have feelings too. You don`t have to tell me or teach me how to feel, and by that I mean you don`t have to make me go through it over and over again. Thank you.

It`s been raining, the clouds are crying. Even they are disappointed.
What more me?

2009-03-01T18:52:00.000-08:00

It`s cold outside, it`s even colder between us.

My entertainment for 4 straight hours, thank goodness I have nocturnal friends.

Go ahead and click on the picture above to enlarge. You know you want to peek into Sha`s 2 beautiful nostrils (:

Yan muke acceptable, Sha and Min stop it mmmkays.
Lol, see you asswipes soon.

2009-03-01T10:42:00.000-08:00

Tell me what`s next.

Fart : What sort of guys do you go for?
Me : Guys with big heart.
Fart : I go for girls with big breasts.
Me : Boys. Standard la.

Fart, thank you for the impromptu pussy to awesome session despite the rain and changing of places. Next time, I promise more cock-talks and tolberone (:

2009-02-28T23:48:00.000-08:00

Stop being a hinder.

So how was your Saturday my lovely people? I spent mine cleaning the house, updating my sketch diary and hogging in bed.

Very the belated, I know.

Then, I grew bored and suddenly felt a gust in me. Abruptly, my hands started getting hotter and so was my mouth. Without any ado, a spark came out of no where. Bonus, I found out I had powers. Don`t trust me? Suit yourself. Well for prove sake and not bragging, here goes nothing.

When I spoke, words made of fire formed.

Wherever I pointed, a heart appeared.

I could make a fireball anytime I wanted to.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA, now do you believe me?

Psst, you just wished you had a DSLR don`t you? (winks) Off to grandma`s place now, relatives are back from Malacca. I smell presents. Tu-daa!

2009-02-28T10:02:00.000-08:00

So how did Izzat`s belated birthday surprise went?
Ra-ra-radicaaaaal.

In ze morning, Ain met up with me and passed me all the stuffs I needed to bring for the surprise later. Very soon Syafa'at joined us and Ain left first to distract Izzat in whatever means to prevent from meeting us up. Thus Syaf and I waited for the rest of the people at Bottle Tree Park. A little off schedule but so far so good.

Then we picked a spot and Ain called asking where we were.

Ain : Beb, korang pat ne?
Me : Bottle tree ah.
Ain : Which spot?
Me : The one yang ade pokok tu.
Ain : Oi bottle tree banyak pokok sia.
Me : Oh a'ah. Ahaha.

Fake expressions not needed kay beb? Ahaha thanks yoooos.
He wasn`t really surprised cause he could already sense the hints and suspicion when Ain was secretly messaging me and Raisya.

Nah amek kau.

Oh mee gosh shoo hemshems.

Similarity? Yes, we`re both awesome.

Jangan macam paham la deyh.

Happy eh Izzat?

I really wished we didn`t have to part cause I swear that I was having a jolly-good time making Izzat sit on the cake and socializing with the rest of the A.I people; Raisya, Shamim and Siti. But too bad, we each had plans and of course, I was already 45 minutes late to meet Nas for Passion Arts. AHAHAHAAHAA sorry ah dok.

Why so serious Sof? Lol.

CHOIR! I was bloody aghasted when I saw so many little midgets.
Bahek ah Ain, choir kite da maju. Ahaha.

Moohaimin for life! Our very own Min was performing.
The one on ze right (:

That man in white was my P.E teacher for 2 straight years. Imagine the torture.

Frankly, I wasn`t really in the mood to slack around with the rest prolly due to my heavy head and aching body. Though I must admit, I lalaloved yesterday. Ah yes, dear A.I people I`ll send you guys the pictures as soon, that`s when my MSN isn`t in it`s slut mode. Hee heex.

2009-02-26T23:14:00.000-08:00

Today was freaking hilarious. Right after meeting me bbygrrl, I went home to sleep for a while then miraculously the Arab motherfucker, Fart, text messaged me and asked if I wanted to hang around with him and Yasin. Chey first time sia Fart ajak leprak.

The funny part was when I ran out of rokok so I tried asking them both to buy for me since I know I don`t bloody look 18 at all and was hoping one of those motherasses could help. Therefore, Yasin and I planned to ask Fart to act like some NS dood (since he`s botak) pretending to talk to his Sir on the phone (when it was actually Sin telling him what to say ahahah!) and maybe he might convince the stall keeper. Hellalujah, he did.

Contented, we walked to Admiralty Park and started talking and talking and talking for like 4 hours. But before that, I saw a frog and started chasing after it and picking it up. The other 2 ball-less bitches were like "ish sialaa ewww!". Apedah?

Sorry my face abit "tak perlu" so must edit edit.

Acting only la, don`t get the wrong idea please. Thank you very awesome.

Enough is enough eh Yasin.

Boys, never-ending nuisance la.

Timecheck, 2am. I need some sleep, no cannot my stomach is growling. I must eat then sleep. No I can`t eat at night, later become fatter. Okay okay goodnight Soffey tomorrow you can eat.

2009-02-26T18:59:00.000-08:00

Last night, I waited for someone`s message because sumpah I was bored like hell and ade jugak la feeling feeling rindu tetapi malangnye itu mambang tak message message aku pon. Perasaan aku dipermainkan ): Tak baik sia you. Ahaha, so instead of pressurizing him like some faceless hoe (because anyway that boy`s schooling the next day), I disturbed Bubooooooooo.

Badan Ilyas maut ah. AHAHAHAHAA.

So what`s up? Well, there`s Passion Arts concert at RP tomorrow night. Am sexcited because all my ( long-lost) friends are going to be there. Then after that, I`m planning to drag them for leprak at Admiralty Park. Join me!

Now, to meets me babygrrl bechosh me pwomish to meets upsh. Bye!

2009-02-25T05:14:00.000-08:00

Just so you know, yeah just so you know.

Didn`t do anything productive today. Was suppose to meet my 2 grrls but Shasha had last minute issues. So aye, just me and Ain. Izzat tagged along as well.

Then she literally swung too high and had a face-plant landing which made her nose bleed and her breast flat. Ahaha, fake la! Touch wood, metal plastic rubber.

Afterwhich, we bailed for Sengkang since I wanted to visit grandma. I`m a very good grandaughter, besides my relatives are leaving for Melacca tomorrow thus, it wouldn`t be a drag to bid them farewell and a safe journey before their short vacation.

To sum this post..

I`d like to wish Shamu, happy birthday. Eew nickname Shamu is so tak glamour, kay la Izzat okay. Happy birthday dood. Finally a year older and hopefully wiser. All ze best in whatever you intend to achieve in mmkays. Ching chingx vadai!

2009-02-24T07:56:00.000-08:00

Settled somethings today. My passport picture, cleaning of Bubo`s cage and re-feeding him proper food. I tried giving him Spaghetti, bread and chocolate. This is not called abusing, it`s call oversizing a rabbit. Lol, nonsense ah Sof.

At night since I had nothing better to do, I went to Bottle Tree Park to slack around with Hajar, Haqim and Benji. Talked and talked and bitched like fuck. I know you know eh Hajar? Muah hah hah.

I had a swelling time and yey, catching up with 2 of my girls tomorrow (: Oh yes, I went to Diy`s blog and hellyeah babe, we should have like a primary school meet-up! Then we can ramble and rant about all the 4 years that we`ve been missing out on regarding our private lives. Ehehee.

2009-02-23T23:44:00.000-08:00

When I heard your voice, my heart softened.

This sounds pathetic but I went to Orchard alone. Yes, alone solo without-a-partner. But it wasn`t so bad cause I went there for the sake of repairing my phones. Thank god the service was fast.

Then, I met Haqim and Zul. Initially just to leprak with them but coincidentally Haqim told me about the surprise he, Jannah and the rest had in store for Aisyah`s birthday. ( Once again, Happy Birthday girl! ) Therefore, I just flowed with ze instructions.

Zul left at first, and shortly Jannah and Aisyah came. Jerrald came along in a whilst time as we bumped infront of mac D`s.

I stole a bite and my dear grrrrrls, the cake was glorious and I can tell Aisyah`s blessed with such thoughtful friends. Ah yes, nice seeing you grrls after so long and hello Syafiqah, nice meeting you as well. Jannah, I`m not a penipu haram thank you. LOL, inside joke.

Let`s sidetrack a little. My wallet is getting thinner and there`s so much coming up. A broke person is a sad person. Which reminds me, when I asked Amin for a lighter that day, he laughed and said, " A smoker without a lighter is a motherfucker. "

So I say, " A 19 year old with the height of a dwarf, is simply retarded. " AHAHAHAHAHA. Okay love you all bye.

2009-02-23T17:44:00.000-08:00

Don`t go round breaking young girls heart.

Personally, this song is super adorable. Off to Orchard now, be right baaaack babies.

2009-02-22T00:28:00.000-08:00

Pray it won`t fade away.

Pictures of Sha`s sleepover. It`s been like a week overdue? Or more? Heh, better late then never. Inspire me, thank you very awesome.

2009-02-21T21:31:00.000-08:00

While seeing my little brother, Ilyas, preparing for tuition, I managed to have a short convo with him..

Me : Yas, I saw you going home with a girl yesterday.
Ilyas : HAH? Where got.
Me : I`m not blind la ass. Who ah that girl?
Ilyas : Why you so kpo? My friend la.
Me : Bedek ah. I saw you help carry her file.
Ilyas : Eh no la. Shut up la kakak.
Me : TELL ME!
Ilyas : Kay kay. I like her la.
Me : Wtf? You so young da mentel nak ade mataer eh? Last time I primary school don`t have you know.
Ilyas : Ya la. Cause you ugly and very fat what.

Oh, ugly and very fat eh Ilyas? Mmmm, thanks to your mulut yang besar macam pantat babi tu, I will hide all your school shorts and let`s see what`re you going to wear to school on Monday. Eheheee (:

2009-02-19T19:02:00.000-08:00

Paint is absolutely entertaining.
Till I find something juicy to rant about, stay tuned.

2009-02-19T07:34:00.000-08:00

FLASHLINE : The following 3 paragraphs will be of explicit content due to rage and fume. My deepest apologies for such indecency.

Today was extremely cocky and blood sucking in the afternoon because of some motherfucker who met up with me tried being all cheesy and flirtatious. Dood, it was a friend-to-friend meet up, what the fuck is wrong with you? The worst part was when he wanted step mane besar punya boboi by acting cool and cute and refrained from mingling with my friends. Instead he was smoking and puffing like some big-shot pukimak. Eh lu hisap 10 batang seminit pon gua tak heran la sial.

And the most MOSTEST unbearable part was when he started mocking my english cause maybe I speak too fast or fluent for him to understand. Babi. Nak sarcastic or whuut? Darah up sia! Macam la kau nyer english tu fucktastic sangat la eh? Kanina!

Now I feel like slapping myself till my head falls off for actually meeting up with you because it was a waste of my precious time cause I`d rather drink the water out of the toilet seat and beg at the streets then to ever meet you again. Faggot.

Okay now that I`ve gotten all that off my chest, I shall post a proper one now. Hee, sorry sorry strawberry horx my dear darling sayang readers. LOL.

So after that moron left, I slacked with Shasha and her friends at her workplace at the funnest place ever, the funfair. Ahaha, was great seeing her and somehow I started reminding myself of someone which led me to text messaging him out of the blue. Okay that info tak perlu la for you people, EHEHEEE! Back on track, thank god this babygirl knows how to brighten my day. We watched TV using her phone, waa member sudah canggih lo! Plus, we updated one another. Something we grrls can NEVER get bored of.

The ratio of her tetek to mine is like 10 : 1.
AHAHAHAHAHAAAAHAHAHA!

When Min said he was 19, I felt so cheated. Ahaha. Heights can be very deceiving aye?

See! Vereeeh big right her tetek? AHAHAHAHA SOFFEY SOYAAAALX!

Okay, I`m once again at my normal mood but not really because mother appointed me a housechore at 12.30am. I won`t rebel because I don`t want go into the deeper stage of hell, besides I`ve cursed enough because of that faggot that I spoke of earlier.

Tu-daa!

2009-02-18T20:12:00.000-08:00

I wouldn`t leave you later, but now I will.

Leprak session with Haqim and Yasin, they never fail to kill me out of laughter. Haqim taught Yasin and I another duet song, and now we`re both hooked up to it and we promised to practice real soon. Meeting them again today, EHEHEEE!

While we were playing charades yesterday at Bottle Tree Park, we bumped into Hajar and Benji. They joined us and it became even more fun cause Benji the ah beng likes jiwang as well. Best ah da ade kaki jiwang. Bahek or whuuut mataer kau Hajar?

There`s a gig at Northland today. Shall head there later on and bop some heads. Oh oh, Qim said the Zozi`s having a gig on March 1st. QARL, MOOHAIMIN, MIMI, NAFI, NONIS, MIKE, ALI, TIN, DOUBLE D, ANAK B WE MUST GO SEE!!

2009-02-17T20:49:00.000-08:00

And you left, together with the sorbet lies.

While I was changing for swimming yesterday, my phone slipped off my pocket and plunged into the toilet bowl. I flushed the toilet and only realised that, when my phone was floating while spinning in there, like some whirl-pool. This is some a melo-dramatic shit.

There you go, my 4th phone. Thank god, I`ve got spares. But oh sweet mother of mercy, my phone still smells like pee. Wah liao weyyyyheyhey not cool sioooolx.

The most painful thing was that when I storied this to my parents, they did nothing but laugh. How cruel ):

2009-02-17T09:43:00.000-08:00

Hairi sent me this through e-mail and asked me to complete this survey.

1. What are you listening to right now?
Queens- Bohemian Rhapsody.

2. How do you style your hair?
Wash, towel dry by ze fan. No combing, no brushing.

3. What are you wearing right now?
A black top and Northland P.E shorts. God I miss sec school.

4. What are you currently reading?
The 17th page of my diary being 17.

5. Dumbest thing you've done this week?
Flushing the toilet without realising my phone was in there.

6. If you could go back in time where would you go?
Back when it was right after O levels and there was nothing NOTHING I didn`t like.

7. Theme song playing in the background as you die?
Bananas in pyjamas theme song. I want to die with a smile.

8. What are you gonna do after taking this survey?
Smoke marijuana. Ahaha kiddingsxszsx.

9. What is your all time favorite movie?
Romeo and Juliet. I love avid love-stories. They never cease.

10. What is your weirdest habit?
Pouting my mouth when I`m thinking too hard and biting my nails when I`m nervous or hungry.

11. What is your favorite color?
Black.

12. How much money do you think you are worth?
Definitely more than how much your mother is.

13. What do you think of religion?
It`s uhmmmmm.. uhmmm.. oh look a flower. Ahaha!

14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
French, Arab and Spanish.

15. What is your biggest pet peeve?
People who are against me for no apparent reason.

16. What's your ideal weapon?
A laser sword, like Dark Vader keeps in his closet.

17. Who was your childhood idol?
Michael Jackson, even till now he is. He`s fucking sexeeeeeeeh.

18. Any regrets in your past?
Definitely, when I tried too hard for things that eventually fails so tremendously.

19. If you were given a 2nd chance, what would it be?
To start writing with my left hand instead of my right.

20. Tell me something about the person who tagged you.
He has both a male and a female`s private parts. Ahaha! No la, he`s nice and I had a secret crush on him when I was 15.

Now Hairi, you must thank me for doing you a favour.

2009-02-16T23:50:00.000-08:00

Exactly what I need

Michael Jackson- One more chance at love.

It`s a youtube video but I shrunk it as such cause the music video is a nuisance and neither could I find it from Imeem. Very heartbreaking.

Michael Jackson`s songs are always soothing to my ears, since I was little. No I wasn`t one of your Barney playmates cause I`d rather watch Michael`s music videos than learn about moral values. HA-HA! But I`m alright with Bananas in pyjamas. Anyways point is, I lalalove Michael despite his issues. Fuck you if you hate him bitch, burn in hell by all means cause I love him more than I can ever love anything. Even myself. Ahaha. No, seriously.

Sorry if I sound unreasonably corny my dear readers. I`m aware that my posts have turned uberly feeling-feeling much. Hands down, I just feel empty, for now at least.
Bye love.

2009-02-16T09:03:00.000-08:00

You`re just not Soffey the awesome so you don`t know.

What`s the point? It falls back into the shittiest feeling ever.
If you`re reading this, it makes this post whole load rational and ting-ting-ting, a plus point.

2009-02-15T07:37:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 2pm and had breakfast by then. Later, I met up with Haqim and Yasin. We promised to meet at 3.30 but I only left home at 4.15 ( plus, it takes me 20 minutes to get there since I have to take the MRT ) and when I reached, they were still 5 minutes late. Syabas, kita semua telah berjaya memegang record janji melayu.

After getting all that we needed for our lepak session, we then went to admiralty park and met Aliyyah there. Sat under a shelter and started making songs whilst Haqim played the guitar.

Then we were bored so Yasin and I climbed up the roof of that little shelter. Was breezy, you guys should try it sometime. Shortly, the rest joined us. Nasib itu pondok tak roboh. Ahaha.

After so much singing and laughing, we were all hungry thenceforth we climbed back down. Headed to the nearby 7-11 where Aliyyah and I bought tuna spread, bread, lays and drinks. How unintentional, we an impromptu picnic dinner.

Had a great day. Didn`t spend much, something I was extremely proud of. Tomorrow swimming with Ain, looking forward to meeting her cause she has so much to tell me. Maybe meeting these people again tomorrow. See how la hor.

Fart I want to kill you for not coming just now. Babi kau! Nyeheheeek.

2009-02-14T22:14:00.000-08:00

I won`t come back, I promise.

When prices of a flower can jack up to the price of a lunch meal, when chocolates get extra sweeter along with the talks of your faithful halves and when you see men finally doing the shopping and trying their best to come up with the most pleasantly shocking way to express his love for the girl, that`s when valentine is.

While me? I spent my valentine`s at the beach with a bunch of awesome friends. I couldn`t ask for more but true, it would have been even more exciting if I had someone to surprise me with something breath-taking and cuddle and kiss and pour all his heart to, after a tiring day.

Nevertheless, happy valentine`s to you love birds, normal birds and bird birds. Come let`s spread the love like jam and butter.

2009-02-14T09:17:00.000-08:00

First and foremost, I`d like to apologise upon the lack of updates. I`ve been away from home far too often and at the same time, been sleeping over my grandma`s place. Hellyeah I miss blogging. Ahaha!

Sleeping over was great cause I got to see grandma and let us all hail god for she`s recovering quite speedily from her previous attack. Apart from that, my fav-fav-favourite little pest was around, making the sleepover a whole load livelier. I swear Najwa is super adorable.

I got to play around with the neighbour`s little kid, Haziq. If you think your schoolbag is heavy, wait till you carry this kueh pau. World heavy weight champion saiyooolx!

Then on Valentine`s day (since I did not have a REAL valentine wah sibeh sad lor) I spent my day at Sentosa, as promised with some of my people which was a total blast.

Some freak who approached me at the beach. AHAHAHA, no la. That`s D incase you can`t recognise the wierd pose.

Yes so, Anak B, Aliyyah, Double D, Yasin, Haqim, Fart and Mimi were around. Kicking balls to other tents, eating sand with nasi goreng and potato chips and making up songs for the sake of evening entertainment. Soon at about 6pm, Anak B and Double D left, leaving us 5 behind.

Late at night, there were fireworks. Very the romantic but since we 5 were all singletons, we felt a little off-beat and out of place for a moment. Ya, seriously. Finally, shagged and wiped out, we lazed at Harbourfront and rushed for the last train like a pack stupid meatballs.

The day was fruitful but not when I came home and start making a mess out situations there. Somehow, I`ll solve it. If not now, soon.

2009-02-11T23:58:00.000-08:00

Mother has forbade me from going out as she claimed that she has grounded me for the day. Besides, nobody asked me out so it wouldn`t kill to stay caged at home and listen to my mother once in a while.

Hence mother you should now stop cursing me to hell like how you always do and start telling god to save me a place in heaven for listening to you these days. Thank you mother dear.

I am feeling very down now about something. Anyways, I spoke to Double D last night making plans for the outing on Saturday. Hope it succeeds after so many let downs. Even if it doesn`t happen, I wanna meet you guys because I miss you motherfuckers so much.

2009-02-11T02:55:00.000-08:00

After chilling at Ain`s, Shasha slept over at my place. We had so much fun chatting till the next morning and only started sleeping after 3am. That pig was snoring mercilessly but maybe cause I was too shagged, I manage to sleep despite her mega-snores. HAHA!

Then today, we met Imran and Din cause Din wanted to get his eyebrows pierced and thus Shasha brought us to Marsiling. Leprak-ed and played tai-ti, which I don`t know how to play but I step play play only. At the same time, I sang and sang till it started raining. I sang more and it rained even heavier leading to Imran reprimanding me and always telling me to shut up. Woo my voice power siooolx.

I`m frustrated with Bubo because he bit on my sofa cushion till there are 4 humongous holes. Mother doesn`t know yet, so I`m about to get trashed later on when she returns. Asshole punya rabbit, as if I never feed it enough like that. Pffft!

2009-02-09T19:35:00.000-08:00

Fart is super cute.
My font`s black and his is blue, incase you`re wondering. Ehehee!

That was like a month ago, so finally we bumped online at 2 in the morning and I was continously giggling and laughing in front of the monitor screen. Happens all the time whenever I`m chatting with this Arab pussy.

Then he started telling me about his movie outing with the guys.

Forever with the sexual and provocative antics eh Fart? I miss you too, I want to meet you soon and when I see you, I want to give a sumo-hug till your balls burst and your pelvis falls out of place. Hurrah hurray!

2009-02-09T10:33:00.000-08:00

If it weren`t for Ain who asked me to go meet up with her, I wouldn`t have had as much fun today. Firstly, I met up with Shasha with intention to hang around Ain`s grandma`s new place.

Believe it or not since I hated adult fare and I wanted to save on my transport expenses, I walked all the way from home to Causeway point, which (to me) is super far and I don`t walk like robocop so it took me 30 minutes to reach there. Despite that 30 minutes, Shasha hasn`t arrived. So, after another 20 minutes of waiting, she finally greeted me with the most sardine face ever. Basket, da lambat masih sempat bagi aku muke sardine eh kau?

We sat around, talked and chilled at Ain`s grandma`s place. Soon, Ahn was already downstairs waiting for us since we wanted to go jalan jalan. Once again Ain couldn`t tag along so it was only me, Sha and Ahn. Clueless, we hovered over Wisma and Fareast.

The most hilarious thing was that when we were at Wisma`s Cotton On, a girl came up to Shasha thinking she was a worker there since she was wearing a Cotton On product. AHAHAHAHAH SEDIH OR WHUUUT SIA SHA? Since member da binget dengan Cotton On, pergi Forever 21 pulak. Ahaha!

Starved, I recommended Dempsey Hill for some Ben and Jerry`s!

Seriously you can`t blame me cause they specifically encouraged us to make ourselves at home. I abide rules so I did make myself at home. Lol.

I was verreeeh fascinated with ze hippy bus.

Although we had ice-cream, Sha and I were still hungry so we had supper at Adam Road. Reached home at 12 am, feeling full, satisfied and definitely fat.

2009-02-08T19:52:00.000-08:00

At first Izzat and Ain were suppose to come over to watch Hindustan with me, yes I`m very feeling feeling la thank you. But sadly, Ain had to go to her grandma`s place so we parted leaving just me and Izzat (who was already asleep during the 1st disc itself)

I even dragged Bubo to watch along. HA-HA!

I was so semangat bomba that I bought Sushi and bubble tea, 2 of my favourites (: After Izzat left, I watched the movie all over again. I couldn`t get enough of it, like really.

One of my favourite lines.

But too bad, while I was crying, laughing and singing away to the songs, this boy had to withstand my drama pollution since he hasn`t completed his weekend assignments. Bagos, that`s the spirit to PSLE eh Yas?

Is my life getting boring or what? I know, I`ve been so submerged with nothing but the desktop at home and swimming. I want to lead a healthy lifestyle that`s why. Macam paham okay bye.

2009-02-08T07:41:00.000-08:00

You may not care but know what?
I still do.

A poem I wrote last night :

I`m too shy to come out in the day.

For I`m the moon whose beauty can only be gazed upon when dark.

But even the moon knows of pain when she doesn`t find her love looking at her beauty under the blanket of night sky.
For it`s my light and beauty that I`m selfish to shine for the world since it`s all only for you.

Still what much does a moon know apart from appearing at night and accompanying the lonely stars,
as compared to a girl who can promise you faith, love and fullfill all your wants and needs.

When I say that I love a person, I mean every word because my heart is his. Eventually if he breaks it, I proves of how much his love was worth. But it leads me to trying to figure what went wrong, even till now.

2009-02-07T04:46:00.000-08:00

As promised, I met up with my long lost gaylord who recently came back from London. Joel gained weight and he looked so bapak bapak already. Yey can help me buy rokok eh Jo? Ahaha. As I was saying, we met up this afternoon at Junction 8`s Coffee Bean then waited for Shaj who was nearly an hour`s late.

After which, we 3 walked to Bishan ITE for Shaj`s registering of private O`s intake. Like patient bumberclaads, we waited for 2 whole hours. Catching up, making jokes and simply laughing like mad-hatters made that 2 hours flash by in a jiffy.

Once everything was settled, we had lunch over at Junction 8`s Manhattan Fish Market. Painful it is to see my money flow out of my wallet like water, nevertheless the money spent was fruitful. Bloated, full and happy, what more could I possibly ask for?

Part nak bayar bill, heart verreeeh pain. LOL.

Damn, I`m missing those 2 psychopaths already. I still recalled us 3 back in lower sec when we were still fat, short and noob-ish. How much we wanted to lose weight and become like big girl and big boy like that. Now that we have, we`re still pouring pepper in one another`s drink and calling each other names. Forever saaiyooolx.

Ah yes, thanks for the little gift Joel, you thoughful fool. Let`s meet up again soon guys. This time, more noise, more money and more food. Mmmkays?

2009-02-06T08:31:00.000-08:00

Your heartbeat plays my favourite song.

"Kecik kecik tak nak mampos, da besar nak sibok masok campur hal org lain! Nah amek kau!" Chey Ain fierce siaaa. Don`t pwraaaay pwraaaaay hors.

I met Haqim just now, and he was frustrated with me because I haven`t been contacting him eversince we last met, which was a week or so. Thenceforth since I`m the mother of lame-o-logy, I gave him a lame riddle.

Me : Ade askar jepon ni tau. Die gi perang beh kene tembak. Tros die jadi ape?
Haqim : Jadi ape? Mayat ah.
Me : Salah. Die jadi sushi.
Haqim : Asal sushi siak?
Me : Aik aku nyr pasal ah nak askar tu jadi ape. Joke aku ape.
Haqim : Hahahaha! Otak kau la Sof! Hahaha!
Me : Ketawe jugak eh kau.

You`ll never know that the lamest thing you might ever say, might just brighten up someone`s gloomy week. I hope it did.

2009-02-05T05:48:00.000-08:00

Awesome news, grandma`s discharged and I was really overjoyed upon hearing such relieving news when I first woke up this morning. Thank you god, I love you. You very the awesome! Mwah Mwaah Mwaaaaaaahssxzsxzsxs!

Since I was all so beamy and happy, I headed over to IKEA and bought a new set of bedspread. Chose bloooo to match my room walls! Ah yes, before that I was at Bugis for a quick spree and just so you know, I finally ate good food (meaning Long Johns la) Guess who served me at the counter; it`s none other than my favourite member terpendek, Hanafi! EHEHEHE.

I`m really excited cause tomorrow, Joel`s finally coming back from London and that bloody gaylord owes me many many stories and updates. God I miss you Joeeeeey! In addition, I want to meet all the other missing babies because I miss you lovely asspies like f-u to the c-k.

For the record, I`m turning in early because I`m all so eager to sleep in my new bedspread. AHAHAHAHAHAHHAAA, goodnighto!

2009-02-04T22:59:00.000-08:00

Hello all, I just came back from visiting grandma. She seemed pretty narled, tired and frail. She didn`t even smile at me when she saw me. She didn`t even want to touch my hand cause that`s what she would always do to show her affection since she can`t talk. It kills me to see her like that.

Dear god, please don`t take her away from me. I know I`ve been a bad person, always losing my mantra and faith in you. But I`m sincerely sorry and I would like you to know how important and how much of a great loss I would feel if you were to take grandma away from me.

You have taken many things that I dearly loved away from me, you have made me lose many things that I never wanted to lose and you have made me go through bitter emotional moments even if I never wanted to, but please please please just not this.

2009-02-02T06:44:00.000-08:00

I`m never far, not even a heartbeat away.

I`m a happy girl today because I cleaned my house but too bad, there was not even a thank you from anyone in this selfish environment. So anyho, thrashing all those scumbags aside, I rewarded myself with a spree at Vivo. Bought 2 dresses and tops. I love I love!

On the contrary, I`m also a sad girl today because my favourite slipper got ripped ): No, I can`t blame anyonelse this time cause I`m the donkey responsible for this mishap. I walk like a monster, that`s why. Waa, very sad like siao meow lor.

Nevertheless! I have a masterplan. Tomorrow or someday soon, I shall head to Velocity and buy that same exact pair from Animal. Yessah, bahek punya plan. Eheheeee, yey member da happy balik!

2009-02-01T20:13:00.000-08:00

Bax : Valentine`s coming. Ape macam?
Me : Macam macam la.
Bax : This one confirm tk de valentine tu psl bobal pon macam siak.
Me : I swear you will die the most painful death.
Bax : Ya like I`m the one who looks like a fucking hippy.
Me : I will kill you Dzulfaqar.
Bax : DON`T CALL ME THAT LA.

Nah amek kau Dzul-FUCKER.
HAAAAAA!

And by the way, this is one of my favourite songs.

"How to make it work or how to ease the hurt."
Hands down, I lalalove the lyrics.

Now, to treat Ilyas some good fast food cause he`s been a good, quiet boy while I was blogging.

2009-01-31T06:50:00.000-08:00

So I`ll always hope that you`ll take the pain away someday.

Your macam-paham abang bodies. AHAHAHA!

Ah this boy is one besar punye suar. I was excitedly looking at the fishes swim against the current when out of no where, he pushed me into the water. What`s best, I had no spare shirt. But in the end, since he was to be blamed, he borrowed me his. EHEEHEE!

Despite me being momentarily sick and uncapable of eating proper meals, I still went out. Last evening, I met Baxy and at night was Double D. It`s been ages since I`ve seen them both. Then today, I headed over to Sentosa with Ain and the rest plus Izzat`s sister this time. Well, I don`t know about you guys but I sure had fun.

And one more thing..

Before I forget, I`d like to wish Syafa'at a Happy 18th Birthday. It falls on Feb 1st but since I`m blogging now, might as well wish away. So aye, be a good boy and stay out of trouble (like can like that eh?) Kay ah I give you discount, if cannot be good boy tk pe, be good mat rep sudah. HEEEEESXSSXZ (:

Now, for my sleep and daily dosage of medicine.
Tu-daa everybody.

2009-01-29T07:02:00.000-08:00

Dear Cupid,

I would like to inform you that I have been pondering alot about my past mistakes and wrongdoings in the last few relationships that I have had in my palms. Indeed, I have been uberly obsessed at times that I might scare the other party and somewhat lose their trust or prolly half way while I was trying too hard, they lost their mojo in me. I don`t blame them at thorough circumstances but at a practical scale I can sense that the fault naturally lies on me. Therefore after I have been unconsumed from my fairytale, I have taken the liberty to learn from my mistakes and in the future I hope to not build another train wreck. I`m not picky with who you choose for me as long as he can withstand my witty nuisance and I feel that deep comfort when in his security. So if you were to hand me my first love-chance in 2009, I would be the most grateful fool alive to literally lick your sweat when you bow an arrow on my future love`s butt in time to come.

Kissy Kissy Goo Goo,
Soffey the awesome
(who isn`t so awesome right now cause she`s very unwell)

Thank you!

PS: I know this post is rather unproductive but heck,
for the sake of my reader`s entertainment, why not?

2009-01-28T01:50:00.000-08:00

Though I burnt daylight swimming through my pillows, going to the toilet for 8456924820837 times and whining relentlessly about how much I`m suffering, my friends didn`t fail to make me laugh with their presence. Ain the tall, Izzat, Hartini and Syuhs came for a visit, and they brought food however being unusually appetiteless, I shoved all the scrumptious donuts, nasi briyani, mee goreng and lontong to my forever-hungry brother, Ilyas.

Kesian Izzat ade mataer cacat.
AHAHAHA, cacat cacat tetap disayangi ramai whuuuuuut :D

A get-well-NOW card by Ain and Izzat. It`s get well now and not a get well soon cause they wanted me to get well now. Ahaha, cute sioooolx itu anak(s).

On the serious note, my parents are bringing me to go see the doctor later at night. If I ever get admitted, dear friends please visit me regularly. AHAHAHA, so much for being serious eh Sof? Kays la byeeeee.

2009-01-27T23:59:00.000-08:00

It`s not the same and it will never be.

I just took 3 panadols and I finally feel that tinge of recovery. I`m insane, we all know that very well but I had no choice cause the pain was just bloody unbearable and what good is it to depend on my anti-body to slowly work well.

Honestly, not only do I feel a sprawl of tight discomfort all over my half-deteriorated body but it`s that feeling that conjours again, making me even weaker. While I was partially stoned on my bed, I was thinking about how nice it would have been to have someone to hold your hand at times like these and watch you till you fall into a deep sleep.

Without me realising, my ice-cold reminisces actually brought tears at the tip of my eyes. I`m being too emotional these days. Dang, I have to learn to combat these emotions pronto.

PS : Then it`s leaving me needing you.

2009-01-27T23:58:00.000-08:00

You`re somewhere out thr.

Muke classic lo!

My new friend, Mei Mei.

Here are the pictures taken with Mike and Hartini after they picked me up from the airport. Haqim left early, explaining his absence from the pictures. Now, I`m still sick and Mother still refuses to bring me go see the doctor.

Qarl took my temperature just now, when he and Hartini came by my place, and it says 39 degrees.
GOD I DON`T WANT TO DIE EARLY!

2009-01-27T20:20:00.000-08:00

Misinterpreting your misinterpretations.

Breakfast at ze airport, still shagged from the lack of sleep.

I only realised that I was wearing 2 different coloured socks
when I took this picture of myself.

Michael Phelps

Thank you MTV, for pimping my ride.

During Hi-Tea.
Cakes + Teh Tarik ( tinggi tinggi! ) = POWER BEBEHS!

On the day before I left for Brunei, I only had 1/2 an hour of sleep cause I was conferencing with a couple of people from 11pm all the way till 5.30 am. Hardcore hor? Plus, during the vacation I was spending all 4 days cooped within the inskirts of the resort.

Then when I got back to Singapore, I was automatically down with the worst headache you can ever think of and yeah, fever too.

Me : Mother I sick ah. Got fever and headache.
Mother : Eh? Oh. Go eat medicine la.
Me : Send me to the hospital or a clinic or whatever. I cannot tahan ah.
Mother : You can tahan la. You awesome what. Hahaha.
Me : MAAAA!
Mother : Hahaha kay la. Tomorrow.

Even Mother has jokes of her own. Pffft.

2009-01-26T04:39:00.000-08:00

Hello world! It`s been long since I`ve updated aye? Bagus ah, biar korang rindu aku habes habes. Ahaha!

I`m back from my vacation ( again ) though I know I so don`t freaking deserve one due to my stupendous results but heck, I like travelling. So this time, it was Brunei. Of all places you say? Oh don`t be surprise, the resort I stayed in totally changed my perception about that introvert country cause I swear, it was fantastic!

Oh yeah, do you know that a class of 20 ciggs only cost 2.70 bucks there? HELLYEAH IN FUCKING SINGAPORE CURRENCY! AW-AW-AWESOME!

So what has the government been doing with the rest of our cash?
Hmmmsxszsxszxzs..

I`ll post the pictures out real soon, I haven`t had my rest since I came back early this evening. Hartini, Mike and Haqim came to welcome me back, very sweet I know, and I sure had a good time talking with Mike and also Anak B who manage to squeeze in time for me while she was on her way home. Thanks you guys :D

Love love love!

2009-01-21T23:38:00.000-08:00

Hairi : Soffey. My close friend`s birthday coming and she`s a girl. What to get ah?
Me : Ape dia suke?
Hairi : She like things that are stretchable and dia suke colour white.
Me : AH! I know I know. Condoms.
Hairi : Chibai. Babi ah kau.

Hairi : Eh aku nak pakai PSP.
Me : No cannot I using.
Hairi : Bi I nak PSP please.
Me : Eee and you think that was cute? Eergh.
Hairi : Siak!

Hairi : Oh yeah, I got you this from my thailand trip.
Me : Eh so nice. Thank you, you so sweet. You will go heaven.
Hairi : Haha! Sweet eh? Now can I have my PSP bi?
Me : Ahaha. No and what`s with the bi thing?
Hairi : Entah. I like to call you bi.
Me : Walao. For that you won`t go to heaven.

Heard that Hairi? I`ll drag you down in hell with me. Muahahaha, Lucifer lives!
Thank you for the awesome to gay catch-up session by the way. Okay shoo, go buy condoms for her now.

2009-01-21T21:27:00.000-08:00

Do you believe in 2nd chances?

2009-01-20T23:53:00.000-08:00

The day was radical. Loitered about Bugis for a while to do some window shopping with Ain, Izzat and Syafa'at. Surprised Ain with Shasha`s presence since I forced that bangla to come meet us before she heads to work. Then after lunch, we all went for some photoshoots at Haji Lane, for my sake. EHEHEHEEE.

Yaa laaa, my shirt looks like an ITE uniform. Coolios whuut.

Always doing the right thing eh Sha? LOL.

AHAHAHAHAHAAAAAHAHAHAHAH.
No comment.

I also pu che tau.

Keeping warm.

Then I`m Sofiagaygay. Ahahahaa.

Once everything was settled, we all MRT-ed down to accompany Shasha at her workplace, which was at a funfair. BEST SAIYOOOOOOOLS!

Izzat shiok sendiri.

Me : Hi Raudha!

Raudha : Eh hi Soffey! Don`t call me Raudha la, call me Torn.
Me : Oh kkays. Anyways don`t call me Soffey. Call me Awesome eh.
Shasha, Ain, Izzat : DAA LAAA SOFFEY!

Maybe, I`ll take a day off from the outside world tomorrow. I`m a little heavy headed and jesus christ, I`m flat from all the energy I`ve used for all the laughter and excitement whilst out. Till then mofos.

2009-01-20T11:42:00.000-08:00

This time all I want is you,
there is no onelse who can take your place.

Change is hard, adapting is harder, forgetting is hardest.
Tu-daa.

2009-01-20T10:02:00.000-08:00

Is this the way the love`s suppose to flow?

Fried "Bubo". AHAHA, NO LAA.

Picture`s a wee-bit overdue. Qarl, Hartini and Haqim came over at random and we all did a short visit to IKEA. Still it`s not enough and I wanna go there again since my cart was half empty and time was insufficient when we went that day.

Anyhoos, I had a couple of cuts on my thumb and middle finger. I think it`s cool cause I`m wearing plasters all over them and it makes me feel like my idol, Michael Jackson, somehow. Yes I am particularly attracted to famous and appealing ( yet not straight) superstars. So? Out of point, my bad.

Oh yes, today Hanafi and I went to SCC. The stupidest thing was I didn`t take the shuttle bus nor 859, instead I walked all ze way from Sembawang MRT to SCC. I felt like rewarding myself something nice since I took a marathon eventhough Lee Kuan Yew and co. has actually created easy air-conditioned mode of transports.

My and my unexpected moves. Heeeeh.
3.30am, it`s bedtime.

2009-01-18T06:28:00.000-08:00

Carrying a needed-to-be-mended heart in my chest.

You give me cigarette sticks I smoke, you give me drum sticks, I do that.
Ahahaa. Okay whateverzxsxzxszz.

At times, we just don`t know how lucky we are to get at least a someone that can love and appreciate us to the largest extend, despite all the bloody turmoil we cause to spoil the mood of the other person or our friends.

What`s worst is when we know that there`s someone out there trying to fit into our shoes just to make us the happiest person alive, but arrogantly, we just push that someone away with no attempt to think at all.

You do the shit and
I`ll be the one who cleans them up.

2009-01-17T20:06:00.000-08:00

Let(ed) go.

For a start, my Saturday seemed settled and less hectic like it`s supposed to be. The thought of heading town was subsituted with a last minute mini celebration for Hartini`s mother`s birthday at Banquet. Together with Laksa and truffle cake, power beb.

The next chore to (MUST) do as soon :
Visit my favourite hostel, IKEAAAA!

2009-01-16T23:56:00.000-08:00

Your heartbeat is the speed of my internet connection.

Babygrrl came over, she entertained herself with Bubo and was excited over the random discoveries she made in my uber-cool room. Camwhored while my DSLR`s battery lasted and switched to our cybershots next. Endless la.

Then, we met Double D and off to RP for Anak B`s JAE counselling. She really wanted to go to RP, so she talked to the lecturers there for more precise information.

Not long, I was told that Hartini was unwell and there was an ambulance which took her from school. Shucks, thenceforth I glided to Qarl`s crib intending to go with him and Mike, to give Hartini and drop-by. But before any rush, Qarl and I manage to play Rock Band and Fifa. Ahahaa, semangat banget.

Once we were at Hartini`s crib, we found her bedridden, watching Hindi films at her laptop. Very feeling feeling la ini anak. As usual her mother fed us 3 like pumpkins. HEEE!

Meet Ba and Bi.

Mikeeeeey.

At about 10.30, Qarl, Mike and I had a quick stop under Hartini`s block to catch up with some of the scooters. Mimi, Haqim and Amy were present. Finally when it was about 11, Haqim sent me to the MRT. Thanks eh awaaaaak!

Anyways Hartini, GET WELL SOOON OKAAAYSXSXS!
Mwaahs!

2009-01-16T16:09:00.000-08:00

I won`t forget. No, I won`t.

8am and finally home. I`ve been away from this neighbourhood since the O level results. Away too long, that my cigarettes are gone, and so is my one and only lighter. My room is too tidy, I can barely recognise it, it doesn`t smell my aroma no more. Fuck those scoundrels for destroying my dan.

Babygrrl is coming, promised a date with her plus Ain and gang to RP for their appeal. Then I`m suppose to be good and wait for Moo`s call to meet the skate scooters.

The week hasn`t been a goodall. Weekends, do your thing.

2009-01-15T07:28:00.000-08:00

Plus the rest who comforted me as well, thank you (:

PS : Feeling down under.

2009-01-15T03:38:00.000-08:00

Whenever I`d think of you.

Slipper kotor eh you?

MASS COMMUNICATION PLEASE ACCEPT ME.
I AM AWESOME, SO MUST ACCEPT ME HOR!

Went appealing for a couple of courses at Ngee Ann. Afterwhich, Ain, Izzat, Syafa'at and I lingered to Vivo for lunch. Had a swelling time with them! On a higher note, I`m meeting my babygrrl and the skate scooters tomorrow! Hellyeah, I`ve been missing those asswipes big time.

2009-01-14T22:26:00.000-08:00

From now on my favourite number shall be 26.
AHAHAHAHAHA, go die la.

I`ve been thinking hard, about the courses and choices that I`ve been offered. Besides skipping that whole thinking process and just jumping to Arts School, I`m thinking about giving RP a chance. Their courses are pretty promising I must say.

Then again, ITE? Guess what, they offered me many courses from ITE Clementi and Simei. Yes? No? We`ll find out soon enough since I`ve submitted my JAE application.

Oh and I like it when my readers interact with me through my tagster. Thank you all for the messages and tags. Lovelove!

2009-01-12T23:55:00.000-08:00

Soffey is disappointed and frustrated with Sofia.
26 points, beat that bitches.

Indeed I was crying like a mad hatter at the corner of the hall but what`s all that crying gonna do right? I`m just really glad that my friends were there to cheer me up, hugging me, wiping my tears away and neatly stroking my unkempt hair. At the same time telling me over and over again that it`s not the end of the world. Well, thank you.

I can kiss Mass Comm goodbye I guess, thus,
Artsy Fartsy here I come.

2009-01-12T11:32:00.000-08:00

I wouldn`t trade the pain for what I`ve learnt.

Bubo!

Personally, Marina Barrage is better when visited at night, though the slight disadvantage is the dark. Honestly, still crowdy but I promise that it`s way breezeful and cooling. I could feel my hair swooshing away. After so much procrastination, my fish-eye lenses are finally put to good use.

It`s 4 in the morning now. Later at 2pm, results for O`s. All the best to you O takers, and those who took the liberty to wish me, back at you (:

2009-01-10T07:30:00.000-08:00

" Sof, moving on is not about whether you can do it or not, it`s the willingness ," said Qarl.
True?

Sometimes it`s really hard to predict how things are going to end. Like how smooth it gets, and how totally sunken you are with that lovey-dovey feeling. All you hope is to fly high and maintain being there with that other person, forever if possible. Because you thought, you fucking thought you were secured and in love.

Then there are sometimes when it plunges to the greatest fall ever, even through your eyes, you see no mistake made or done. Those graceful moments withering and dying, at the plight of the other`s ego and actions. We say it`s unfair and tries correcting and repairing the paradox, but no matter what, due to the unwillingness of the other hand, it fails dramatically.

Somehow or rather, my heart hasn`t healed for several reasons.
Come to think of it, whatever it is, I can never figure things out.

Again, it`ll be wonderous, if I`d ever cross your mind.

2009-01-10T04:26:00.000-08:00

Your way, and not mine.

Shopping with my babygirl was nice, though she had to stick to her curfew and we only met around 2 since I was half an hour late. Roamed around FarEast, Taka, Wisma and finally met Moohaimin and Double D at Heeren. At the end of the day, I bought a beady bracelet, a grey top and a PINK ( for goodness sake, PINK?! Case kene pakse siools ) long sleeved shirt from Cotton On. Very satisfying but still inadequate.

Planning to clean and revamp my uber-messed up wardrobe by tomorrow night, to make way for new clothes. Results are coming, I`m ecstatic although I know so well that it`s not going to be an amazing factor. Nevertheless, I`ve been to open houses and personally, I`m leaning towards the Mass Communication avenue cause I love talking like a train and I love whatever that has to do with language.

However, if I don`t get that, there`s always NAFA and LASALLE to fall back on. Yes, Artsy Farsty Poo.

2009-01-08T04:51:00.000-08:00

You were suppose to be my willing accomplice.

Eating fresh.

She likes it. Ehehehee.

Was planning to stay at home like a weak donkey cause I felt that 12 hours of sleep was still insufficient. However, Anak B and Aliyyah invited me to tag along for their visit to Ngee Ann Poly. What the heck, I missed them terribly so might as well go.

Anak B`s cousin and I had Subway, whilst the other 2 ducks were just quacking away cause the halal food there weren`t good nor tempting. Being such a good friend I offered my foot long meat marinara but since they were pious and good Muslims, they rejected. But then..

Aliyyah : Eh, I too hungry ah! Tk blh carry ah. Siket Sof.
Anak B : Aliyyah, kau makan? Ish!
Aliyyah : A'ah la, lapar ah. And omg, it is super nice.

Soon after we all left for our different destinations, Aliyyah texted me this :
"Baru first time mkn subway perut aku da sakit sioot! Ini ke balasan utk org mkn mknan tk halal? Haiyoo!"

I SWEAR ANAK B AND I WERE LAUGHING LIKE HELL AH.

Anyways, Anak B, her cousin and I went to Plaza Singapura`s Cotton On and I bumped into one of my long lost babygrrl, SHASHA! I was hugging her like mad when I saw her. Babe, one day, we all go shopping kays. Thanks for sparing a moment to listen to my rants even if it was such a cramped place to be in just now. I love you!

2009-01-07T21:47:00.000-08:00

Before heading for the chalet, Hanafi, Haqim and I met up Qarl over at his house. Before we took off, we 4 managed to have some instrumental fun with his PS3.

Qarl at drums, Hanafi at bass, Haqim at guitar and me at vocals.

PS3`s Rock Band is ze cooolios! I love I love!

Iftirah and Radiah were there as well, but they didn`t stayover.

Ahaha. Those boys were actually called up by the lifeguard for diving when they weren`t suppose to. I wanted to take a candid of what their punishment was but they all ended up posing, even the cheeky lifeguard.

" Kay boys, 1,2,3, JUMP!"

1) Was the only girl for the sleepover at the chalet. (WOO! HA-HA!)
2) Slacked by the pool till 1am.
3) Blackjack with monopoly money.
4) Mac D`s for breakfast at 4am.
5) After that, stargazed at Pasir Ris beach till sunrise.
6) Hanafi, Nonis and I slept outside the chalet cause it was freezing inside.
7) Only had 1 and a 1/2 hrs of sleep.
8) Didn`t continue staying over till Friday cause I missed my comfort at home.
9) By train, I deliberately took the longest route home cause I wanted to steal some rest.
10) That was prolly one of the best chalets ever.

I`d really like to go to Marina Barrage soon and I`m pretty much at a dead beat from the lack of sleep for the past few days. Anyways, I have a couple more things lined up. Not the mention, the release of our O level results next week.

Alrightooo. Think later, sleep now. Sweet dreams Soffey.

2009-01-05T07:26:00.000-08:00

You,

All ze best in whatever you wish to do this 2009. I cannot understand and bare with the fluctuations so, I`ll just stick with my cup of kopi.

Bye.

2009-01-05T04:22:00.000-08:00

A : Eh you prepare for results?
Me : Still long way to go. 21st what.
A : Otak kau 21st. On the 12th la.
Me : Eh? Waa. Kay thanks for telling.
A : All the best yooh!

B : Oi Awesome!
Me : Ahaha. Oi kepada kamu juga.
B : O level results on the 16th kn? Good luck sioool.
Me : Ah 16th? I thought on the 12th?
B : Gila! 16th la.
Me : Eh? Kkays. Thanks.

C : Chey results coming eh?
Me : Ya la. On the 16th right?
C : 16th? No la. On the 9th la Sof.
Me : Ah? 9th? Kkays.

D : Eh results for O levels when?
Me : Umm. 9th, 12th, 16th and 21st.
D : Ah 4 DAYS? How come?!
Me : The plane crash ah. Case pilot mabok dari countdown. So results kene split into 4 different days.
D : HAHAHAHA! Konek.

The next thing is, E is going to tell me the results is tomorrow.
Alamak Cambridge, fuck you la.

2009-01-05T02:10:00.000-08:00

Your length, my breath, still no measurement.

Syafa'at and guitar, it`s another a forever thing.

Sorry, I don`t know how to make my cap levitate. Ahaha.

Picked up my new spectacles at Novena with Mike. The impatient motherfucker (im)patiently waited for nearly an hour. So, I felt bad and treated him lunch. After chilling with Mike, I called Ain the tall and met up with her, Izzat and Syafa'at.

What else but, lepraaaak!

2009-01-04T20:10:00.000-08:00

Last night, Hanafi taught me how to blade. Then when Haqim said it`s easy like dancing, I really felt like slapping his face and making him dance with rollerblades on.

I am very noisy. I know.
Now, to go meet Double D. I promised I`d help him with his assignments.
I am such a good friend horxsxszsx.

2009-01-03T07:10:00.000-08:00

Counting signs of love.

Distracted.

Jo (whoever you are) , I wish you all the best.

Ugly oh ugly.

Joined the fellow boys for their infamous blades at City Hall. Qarl, Moohaimin, Haqim, Hanafi, Amy and Mimi. Then, Hanafi and Haqim followed me to my family gathering on behalf of my father`s birthday and my parents 22nd anniversary.

22 long looong years. Who knew?

Anyways if you boys want some of the pictures from me but unfortunately it`s not up here, please annoy me online. I`m a little too lazy to post them all. Mak oi, tk kan Mommy Soffey kene post sume sume 76 pics kn? Hee, sry sry strawberry and thanks yooos.

2009-01-02T23:32:00.000-08:00

City Hall with Nana. Popeye for lunch then met up with Hartini and Qarl. After our slack, Nana and I were suppose to hover to Vivo but the consumed junk in our stomachs made us so sleepy in the train. Thus, we passed Vivo for quality sleep at home.

And Nana totally made me sink into this song.

Gives me the i want to be in love feeling again.

Okay, nevermind me.

2009-01-02T21:43:00.000-08:00

Was waiting for my little brother, Ilyas, to return from school. And when he did, I excitedly asked him.

Me : Ilyas! Sooo, how was 1st day of school?
Ilyas : Sucks la! Stupid la my teacher.
Me : Why?
Ilyas : Don`t know la. He`s just stupid.
Me : Buang current ah tanye kau.
Ilyas : Hahaha, if you know buang current why still ask me? You stupid la, same like my teacher.
Me : I`ll burn you with my lighter if you call me stupid again.
Ilyas : Okay okaaay. Ish, fierce ah you.

AHAHAHAHAHAH, do I hear.. abuse?
Please, he`s such an adorable oversized rugrat, how can I ever be so mean to hurt him.
*coughsmcmphmcoughs*

2009-01-01T04:45:00.000-08:00

Now, it`s sixteen plus one.

Okay, nearly everyone has their resolutions prepared. Me?

1. To live, to love and to be practical.
2. Find the path back to the right enlightenment ( yes, I do have issues with religion )
3. Avoid marring and bringing wreck to myself and to those who matters.
4. Firm to the wrong, biased to the rights.
5. To find someone as awesome as myself.

That`s pretty much rational, a very unlike side of me. So it`s been universal and widely known that school starts tomorrow. One, two, three, all together now.. AWWWH! SO SAAAD. Oh come on, it`s the 1st day. It`ll be fun. I think.

And my "first day of school" will be spent with Nana, over at City Hall.
Best.

2009-01-01T02:39:00.000-08:00

Move in and come a little closer.

Me : Eh if I were to have an English name, I have 3 to choose from.
Sid : What?
Me : Awesome, Awesomer or Awesomest.
Sid : Hahaha, pergi mampos la.

Sid : Eh but Sofia`s already an English name.
Me : Oh yeah. Ala, I know la. Just testing you.
Sid : Seriously, pergi mampos la.

Sid : Eh pinjam phone kau.
Me : Battery da mati.
Sid : Laa! Tk gune.
Me : Beh, hp kau ape jadi?
Sid : Terjatuh dalam jamban. Rosak.
Me : Chibai. Lagi tak gune. Now your turn to pergi mampos.

Sid : Sof, you believe in cupid?
Me : No. I believe in god and his wills to make us find the right one.
Sid : Jgn mcm phm. Dosa kau da cukup tu.
Me : Diam ah.

Sid, you are pure nonsencial. Thanks for the warm company.
For once, you`re a coolio.

2008-12-31T14:50:00.000-08:00

Farewell 2008.

The year has been a blast and at the same time, a total bitch.

The bonds I`ve created with some people were broken and gladly some remain the same and some getting even tighter and warmer. Also not to forget, the relationships I`ve stumbled upon and the secondary life that I can barely forget.

From how Anak B and Nerdlove would wait for me outside the toilet everytime during recess to how I get screwed in Chemistry and A-Maths class to the times that I`ve wasted before O levels and to the little surprises that Hartini and the rest of my friends would treat me into. I love you all till the end of my wits.

I ought to see a brighter year ahead for me, for you and for us. With more magic that may conjour and bleed. I`m sorry if I were a blister to the many of you this year. I do have my flaws and I`m proceeding to make myself better in time.

Come lets leave some space for 2009.
Hallelujah!

2008-12-30T19:22:00.000-08:00

With nothing but your sentiments.

Thanks ah Haqim.

In the evening, I met Double D, Anak B and Aliyyah at Vivo City, had lunch together and I can`t tell you how happy I was to finally meet Anak B after so long! Afterwhich, Aliyyah and I MRT-ed down to City Hall to meet Hanafi, Haqim and Mimi.

We 5 chilled by the Singapore River till 10pm, overlooking the pretty night lights and skyscrapers. Moments.

2008-12-29T23:26:00.000-08:00

A year`s coming to an end, does it apply to us?

So here, the long-awaited pictures upon my trip to K.L.

We practically had the whole coach to ourselves. Gerek.

Mcm mcm pesen aku ikat rambut aku.

Gumballs, the chewy entertainment.

The 2nd hotel we shifted to after the rest came.

A sort of very friendly technology.

Thanks to my DSLR and the playing of lights, it`s known as the triplet towers.
One for me, one for Anak B and another for Nerdlove. Lol.

Me, mother and Ilyas.

Something that caught my attention.

With external flash, awesome.

Putrajaya

The crowd.

Cheers, I managed to blog with the help of my elder brother`s computer. Well, new year`s coming in a couple more hours and I`ve got some self reflection to be done.

Till then, happy new year everyone.
Spread the lalalove (:

2008-12-28T02:18:00.000-08:00

Being loyal has it advantages.

1. Going home tomorrow.
2. Bought Bubo a cute T-shirt.
3. I`m so gonna try my best to head for Joel`s Christmas party tomorrow evening.
4. Chatting with Hartini, Sid and Meyh now!
5. I can`t play pool.

I wanna go out with the usuals once I return from K.L. I miss Singapore terribly. The sound, the people, the roads and the system. Even the men there are less gay and fucked up compared to the ones lost and scattered here.

Dinner soon.
Tu-daa!

2008-12-22T19:00:00.000-08:00

This is very sickening. One by one people are getting fumed with me just cause I picked Vietnam? Where`s the democracy people? HA-HA, I miss social studies.

Which reminds me of my pot-bellied teacher who never fails to kill me during his lessons. It`s either I get thrown out of class, or to stand since homework`s always undone or to be sent at the back of the class. He once had a talk with me just cause I wrote the word "Fuck" on my foolscap paper.

Ironic much? Tell me about it.

Kays, I want to cook myself something to eat. Don`t you bloody dare say my rabbit, Bubo. I`ll rape you and cook your dick/boobs.

Oh before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYIDA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAFIQAH!
Have a wondergollyblaaaastworthy birthday.

Hmm..

Peewpo thinx tawkingszs lyk tis izzz kewwlzszsxsz.
oh mai gaaawzzs, disssh wan tuuh steps kiut oni marhsxsxs.

Lol, ape steam soffey?
Okay hungryyyyyy.

2008-12-21T23:07:00.000-08:00

Nike`s right, nothing is impossible.

Kening fierce eh abg? AHAHAHAH!

Okay people, I`m back from the party. Well, I`m a little chirpy now cause Vietnam won against Singapore and you can imagine how everyone screamed at the living room. Throwing pillows against the television and all the "KANINA, RUN FOR THE BALL LA BODOH!" or "CHIBAI! SHOOT LA SHOOT! BABI!" Ahahaha, kekek to the max sioooools.

Now that it`s minutes to midnight, I can continue packing my luggage for ze vacation and take a power nap afterwhich. I will definitely miss you awesome people out there. And crap, I might be returning on the 29th instead, which means I can`t attend Joel`s Christmas party. DANG!

But nevermind, there`s always countdown.
Don`t worry, can still party. HE to the HE to the HE!

2008-12-21T19:51:00.000-08:00

" Good things happen in December "

Ack, maybe he`s right. Good things do happen, usually in the aftermath of the shitty stuff.
Yes? No? I don`t know.

Heading for a decent birthday gathering now.
No booze, no laughing gases, no "spin-the-bottle", no 7 minutes of heaven, no poker, no slap the bull.
It`s like visiting one of god`s rituals, only with a birthday cake.

Still, who said I can`t have fun?

2008-12-20T22:28:00.000-08:00

When you keep quiet like that, do you have any idea how I feel?

At your side of life, you`re free and laid-back, thinking things are fine and prolly having that heck-care attitude beneath that thick layer of ego. It`s normal, cause it`s a compulsory ingredient in every single man. But too much of it, won`t do good.

I`m a mirror, I`ll reflect the adequate and equal amount of care and passion. Not that I can`t give my all but, nothing`s deserving at such a phase of life. Nothing.

I feel so sorry for being so naive. We`re just 16, what was I thinking aye?
Nonetheless moving on with life, I really can`t wait for my vacation. Mummy surprised me with a last minute trip to K.L and am leaving on next Tuesday. I`ll be back on the 28th. Just in time for Joel`s Christmas party on the 29th.

Finally, things to look forward to.

PS : I miss Fart. That pussy left for K.L yesterday.
Puss Puss!

2008-12-20T18:31:00.000-08:00

Fair enough, we`ll falter.

Made it to Sec 5, gleams.

Her Q abit retarded la. Da lame tk g skola nyer pasal.

Yesterday, I ate at Seoul Garden. Best part, it was Joel`s treat since I helped him with his Christmas decorations and some of my other friends were there as well. Once I was done with the mountaineous amount of food, I waddled to Yishun to meet Hartini, her elder brother and Syuhs. Wherelse if it weren`t for my favourite hostel, IKEA!

PS : It`s not that you don`t know, you just don`t want to know.

2008-12-18T09:11:00.001-08:00

Breaking your spell, with the tip of my lips.

See that pink lighted area? Read that tag Nerdlove replied to me.
God, I can`t stop laughing!

2008-12-18T07:00:00.000-08:00

You don`t need me.

Previously, Qarl and Hartini was kind enough to accompany me to Sungei Road. Then, I spent the night over at my grandmother`s place. And today, I took a spin on the flyer and booyeah, I`m turning the thought of a holga down cause oh boy, I`ve got new headphones.

My godparents.

Boys, don`t even bother, she doesn`t have cleavage.

Uniform for sleepover. Very mak-cik, I know. But it`s fucking comfortable, trust me.

Damn, I miss lepraking here with the guys.

With the other shoobies. Ahaha.

So I`ve been told, it`s the N results today. Congratulations to those who made it to sec 5. Study hard, cause O`s don`t exactly come every season. To those who couldn`t make it, keep the chin up high alright. It`s not the end, really. ITE`s not bad, study a lil more harder there, prove the mofos wrong, make it to poly and daa, excel.

Tomorrow another day. What awaits? You just gotta stay tuned.

2008-12-17T17:14:00.000-08:00

A semi-happy homosapien ; me.

Here`s a question. If you could choose what your other half would be, what would you want him/her to be? State your answer and reasons at my tagster.

Myself?
I wish my other half was vampire, cause if he`s pissed at me, he can suck my blood and turn me into a vampire as well. That way, I`ll never have to die and rot in hell.

2008-12-16T20:43:00.000-08:00

If I should stay, I would only be in your way.

Rightfully, I`m suppose to be happy cause my father got me an external flash for my camera, Ilyas is back home after a long stay at my grandmother`s place and I`ve been equipped with (too much) sleep. But, this rigid and cold feeling won`t go away.

Indeed something has been bothering me. I don`t wish to ramble and tell the whole world specifically what it is. But nonetheless, everyone has their reasons for doing something. I just hope you do. Cause if you don`t, then I`ll bid my chances.

Heartbroken is it Soffey?
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH FUCK YOU. Yeah la, then?

Don`t become emo eh.
HAHAHAAHAHHAHAHA CHIBAI. I know.

Cheer up mmkays?
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH KANINA. Thanks.

Thanks how I talk to myself. Seriously.
You should see me play the PSP, I`m even noisier than the sound that`s coming out from the PSP itself.

Sometimes, I think I`m too obnoxious to even dissipate my egocentricity for whack-jacks similarly of thy species, known for a reciprocal value. I know you don`t understand a fucking word I just spelt, who cares? Ehehee. Kays la, I care. Feel better? (:

Alright, meeting Double D now, byeee.

2008-12-15T08:41:00.000-08:00

The day was just hectic. Aliyyah, Hartini, Qarl, Mimi, Yasin, Hanafi and Fart were around. All in all, the outing took many many disruptions of my mind whilst with the company of my friends. Swimming at Jurong, dinner at IMM and best part, last minute decision to catch a movie. TWILIGHT! ( Psst: Nerdlove! Edward.C not hot la. His skin too putih melepak, mcm sakit coma sial. Ahahaah!)

Don`t ask me, ask Hartini.

Abuse sioools.

Leftovers from twilight.

And who in hell are we calling at 12am? But Yasin`s one is real ( tu pasal ade thumbs-up, lol)

Last but not least, Happy Birthday Fart. Keep rockin' pussy.

By the way, I`m gonna post something from the inside next. Personal, so bare with me. Till then, I`m still awesome. Thank you for being patient and lovely readers. Love you, bye!

2008-12-13T18:34:00.000-08:00

" Right now, I`m not facing Sofia. I`m facing Soffey. "

Was rather submerged last night. Thank you Anak B and Double D for listening.

And know what I fear in reality?
The part when someone, who plays a monumental part in my life, leaves without saying goodbye.

Alright, meeting Mike now. Bye.